Freeeeeeaking happy today
I got my Mr Bump and Mr Strong ^^
Donald looks damn proud when she open it.
LOL!

PMSB is over
Happy yet sad in a way
Finally no more staying back in school
no more lack of sleep
but I miss my team

Christmas is coming
Used to be my fave time
guess it still is
but I'm short of one person to celebrate with
I'll never forget what she asked me,
Do you know why the snow is white?

Because it forgot what colour it was.

It'll never be the same again

PMSB again
But I'm kinda happy
Have a sense of accomplishment when we are completing the project

Coffee, Tea or me is resigning
Flirting with Donald again
Tsk tsk

Donald gave me a huge scare today
Now I understand how she feels when I'm having an attack
I feel kind of helpless
And a lil stupid
Cant help thinking its the drinking contest that causes this
Really feel like bashing myself up
if I have the energy

Kinda funny
When I first saw Donald, I don't like her
I even made up my mind
We can never be friends
Not my type
But today, we are having HTHT
I found that she and me is quite similar
But she had it tougher than me

Life is short
But I'm happy to make one more good friend before it ends

I had 3 attacks today
I thought it was a gone case for me
This is the first time it hurts so bad
During the second attack, I'm already thinking of giving up the fight

I called Eve. But I really don't know how to tell her
I called Linda. I don't know why
But I feel that she is the one that will hold R.H.G together

I thought about it alot.
Who will I worry the most when I'm gone
The answer is obvious

I lied to alot of people today...again
This sux
But I'm a coward
I hide things, for my sake
I'm selfish
I know
But I just want to see everyone smile

I'm really tired.
Not everyone can be Superman
Sometimes I just wanna be Goofy

The one that's closest to you hurts you the most.

Now I fully understand the meaning.
Why?
I already lost one, am I gonna lose another one?

Feel like a fucking blind retard.
Sometimes, I just wish that I never wakes up from the dream.
Continue living as a puppet.
Doing things they want me to
Going places they want me to
Living life the way they want me to
Following the plan
It should be less painful that way

Freedom has a price
But I'm nowhere near freedom
Yet I've paid so much already
I feel so tired

Need to breathe. School is trying to kill me. Again. OMG!!!
PMSB, SE is taking my life away....

Need to breathe, need to breathe, need to breathe...

New Layout
New Blog
New Start...

Don't wanna think about it anymore. There's really no point. It's set.

Time to move on.

If I could turn back the time, I will not make the same mistake again.
Now I'm killing myself over it.