monstez

2011-10-01T15:42:00.002+08:00

In just a few months, lots of things have changed

People you thought you knew, are not who they really are

But its gonna be alright

Cuz we all moved on in the end...

2011-04-15T01:29:00.002+08:00

Finally, I can have my well deserved, way overdue break

Finals are over

Term is over

Straight after my finals

I pulled Sam for a date

We went to have lunch

Somewhere other than kopitiam! FINALLY!

And I bring her to her favourite game--> Taiko

Haha, totally pawned her.

It's been a long time since we can have such fun

I feel that I've always locked myself up

To commit to the school work

that I missed out lots of things

Well, its time to mend everything.

After sending Sammie back to school

I went to meet Eve

Been neglecting her for wayyyy too long

But she knows I'm busy

and she's been really understanding

Where to find such buddy you tell me?

Sry arh, she's MY buddy already.

I don't share.

Brought her to experience KOI

Yea, her very first time, LOL

Just walked around

Like we did before

Felt so relaxed

Been such a long time

since I felt so light

I hope this feeling stays.

2011-02-25T01:54:00.002+08:00

Feel so suffocated

Everything seems to come all at once

Feels like I'm drowning

Having that same damn dream every night

Feel so tired

I wish it would all end.

2010-11-25T19:42:00.002+08:00

Tired is an understatement

I've been pushing myself too far

I can feel my body breaking

Hope to finish the term fast

Need lots and lots of rest

2010-11-12T23:21:00.003+08:00

I have no faith

I have no religion

But thanks to whomever that blessed him

and return him safely to us

Finally made me feel fear

I don't wanna lose my family members

If you want to take their lives

Please take mine first.

2010-10-24T17:16:00.002+08:00

Woohoo~

Finished the Nike 10k Human Race

Though the finisher item is abit....
Haha, but the process was fun!

rabbit or wolf

2010-10-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, at that place
There was an old cruel wolf
That was really cunning
Wolf wanted to have the lovely appearance of Rabbit
So it pretended to be Rabbit’s good friend
Stretching out its hands,
Wolf put out its red tongue to lick its lips
And stabbed at Rabbit’s white nape with its fangs.
It ate Rabbit up.

A story like that
Also exists in our world nowadays
There are a lot of cunning wolfs
They approach us with elegant smiling faces
And pretend to be good friends
Then stretch out their hands
With their deceitful smiles and sweet words
They stab at our napes with their fangs.
They kill us.

2010-10-05T01:06:00.001+08:00

I think I put in too much effort in hating you
I failed to see things from your view
I failed to see that its all for my good
I just know how to hate you
I failed

I'm sorry

2010-09-17T00:49:00.001+08:00

Feeling really awful
It starts to hurt again
And the dreams are back
Its like I can never wakes up
Fearing the worst now
It's like giving me hope then taking it away
Damn it

2010-09-08T23:32:00.002+08:00

Mixed feelings for everything
Lots of things that I can't say
Lots of things that they tell me
Lots of things that I have to keep it in
Lots of mixed feelings

2010-09-01T12:56:00.000+08:00

People are scarier than any horror movie.
They lie, commit crimes, do anything they can to survive.
Anyone would be scared.
But, if you can't conquer that fear then you won't ever attain true love.

2010-08-17T01:37:00.003+08:00

Summer holi in Viet
Honestly, I only thought of heading there to shop
But the tour actually allows me to know more about Vietnam's history
Though I didnt get to shop much
I still feel that I had learnt alot about Vietnam

It's really tiring
Walking walking and walking
When I read the brochure, they mentioned visit Jesus Monument...etc
But they did not mention that we have to climb a freakin huge mountain to visit it!

It's my first time climbing a mountain
It's also my first time to enter a pub in foreign country
Not to mention the first time I puke after drinking so much

Anywayz, I had a real great time
Even though "someone" took a long time to bath
Snore like a train
Kick like a bull
I think this holiday is fun ^^

2010-08-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

Congrats Linda and Andrew!

The happy smile on Linda

makes us happy as well

Wishing you all the health and happiness in this world on your wedding

And also awaiting our lil turtles~
^^

Also, since it has past 12,

HAPPY 23rd Birthday LINDA!

2010-07-31T22:55:00.002+08:00

Dotties Accepted!

Finally our efforts pay off!
Despite all the difficulties we faced
We still made it this far
*Proud*

Internship ended...
FYP started...

At least I have Linda's ROM to look forward to
^^

2010-07-25T16:07:00.002+08:00

New poster added to my collection
Now my room has a new poster
TOY STORY!

Wonderful Sunday I had. ^^

2010-07-24T16:05:00.002+08:00

The ONLY Saturday I don't have to go back to school for meetings.
*Happy* *Happy* *Happy*

1 more week till internship ends
Mixed feelings about it
I used to hate going to work
Now I'm gonna miss it

Roxie's BDAY!
Haha, well, its on the 21st July, which is waaaayyy past already
We celebrated with her on the 18th
I hope she's happy
Being with RHG is totally different yet the same
Haha, contradicting, but its hard to explain

It's like after a whole week of tiredness sums up
You totally have no energy or mood to do anything else but slp
BUT, when I met with RHG
The energy came back
I felt different
But our feelings are the same
We are glad to see each other
Doing stupid stuff
Saying funny things
And we always end up in Ya Kun
La teh

RHG Forever

2010-07-16T23:08:00.003+08:00

Is it really that hard to say sorry?

Finally, I plucked up the courage
I travelled there
I brought gifts
I prepared my speech
But I froze

Before I realized, my courage is gone
I ended up leaving
without accomplishing what I set out to do

Yes, its hard to say sorry.

NDP CR3

2010-07-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

Went to NDP CR3 today

At first, me and eve were thinking
Let's leave after the fireworks
But we changed our mind pretty soon

It was raining like crazy
We sat there deciding to wear that ugly piece or poncho or not
In the end we gave in
Its the first NDP I went to that I wore a poncho

It was raining, yet the performers still perform to their best
Not spotting any umbrella or poncho with them
This is enough for me to finish the whole show
and not leave halfway

There are some assed Singaporean that left after the parade
Thats damn rude
Not to mention the rubbish they left behind
Feel like asking
Why come in the first place

Performance for this year NDP was great
Totally different from past NDP
It's much more refreshing, something new
All the effects are WOW
Not to mentioned I saw my childhood fave singer
Kit CHAN!

Been a long time since I've watched NDP
Yet when I go
we're freezing in the rain
doing lame claps
But it was worth it

2010-06-14T23:22:00.001+08:00

When a person has been hurt too much,
pain and disappointment is no longer felt,
only anger is left.

I finally understand

2010-05-28T15:34:00.005+08:00

Second week of internship passed.

8 more weeks to go...
I'm starting to get the hang of it
Feel more at ease than my first week
But the tiredness is accumulating
Found my place to eat too

My lunch (Sooooooo "nice" eh?):
Saw my cousins' dp at fb
They all changed to their children's photo
I laughed and smiled when I saw it
We've grown so much
From a fighting bunch to a bonded family
We've learnt to appreciate and love each other

I went through the photo albums
Saw memories that made me smile
and memories that made my heart breaks and cries
People who were there and
People who were not there before
I missed them
Esp my grandma
I wished she was here
So that she can see what our family had became
I'm sure the smile will never leave her face

I really regret it alot
I should have told her lots of things
How I feel
Now its all too late
But it taught me to treasure the ppl ard me

Looking at those photos
I realized how much we've been through
And I'm even more determined to hold my family together
No matter what

I finally understand what she was trying to tell me before she died
Finally uds what everyone was trying to tell me
Took me so long
But at least I got it
Its time to let it all go
All those hatred
Forgive and forget
Such simple words
But hard to really do it
But I will
now

2010-05-22T02:34:00.002+08:00

Feeling really stress
Work||FYP||Personal
I feel frustrated, angry
But I don't dare to let it out
Trying really hard to forget and push it back

I couldn't stop thinking at all
I can't sleep
Can't stop worrying

But I'm glad to know I have my friends
I just send a sms
And they call me straight to see if I'm ok
This is the little spark of strength that keeps me going
:D

2010-05-12T16:16:00.002+08:00

Heavy, feeling really heavy
I dunno what to do

I tried to read between your lies
Tried to look into the eyes that is avoiding mine
I want a simple explanation

Is it so hard?

2010-05-01T03:43:00.005+08:00

The rabbits we adopted

Feeling much happier today
Cuz of Ice cream
But I think I overate....
Damn full...

Was stressing over work
then I saw my own MSN dp:

Therefore, I decide to take a break
and went for ice cream with Eve and Alex

Gotta say,
the power of friendship
is unexplainable and indescribable
I really feel much better when I'm with them
They need not ask
"What happen? Are you ok?"
But they just have ways to make it better
By just being there

I will treasure this friendship forever

2010-04-29T00:15:00.022+08:00

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2010-04-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Hui Shan Jie Jie!
Getting older and older
You must have accumulated quite an amount of bliss eh?
We'll add on to it this year...as usual =D

2010-04-24T02:11:00.003+08:00

Woot!
Lol, totally ecstatic today
Got to visit the Home Team Academy

It's Parents day for my bro NS enlistment at Home Team Acad
He's still grumbling about it after a week
Unbelievable

When I reached, I'm like WOW, WOW, WOW
But not forgetting what I'm there for
To support my bro =D
He looks really cool marching out
Cant believe my lil bro is all grown up now
Now he's Inspector Lim
In the future, I will become another Inspector Lim too!
Fighting!

2010-04-16T20:31:00.003+08:00

Best way to cheer up is to cheer someone up

Why isn't that working for me?

Nothing been working out for me
Facing lots of shits
Trying to shut it out by ignoring it
But its not working
I want to shout, scream, cry
But I'm tired of it alr

My frens are feeling down because of various things
I can't afford to be down now
So I tried my best to be there for them and cheer them up
But I'm still feeling damn miserable
Funny how everyone seems to be down at the same time
Thanks for screwing with me, God

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Should stop ranting and get back to study...
On second thoughts,
screw it

2010-04-10T21:09:00.001+08:00

Trust is like a mirror
You can fix it when it's broken
But you can still see the crack in the motherf***er reflection

2010-04-09T02:00:00.002+08:00

FINALLY FINISHED CODING IST!!! ^^

This few days really sux.
Been stuck
Only can read my Fucking Ethics textbook
Which makes no bloody sense to me
I therefore come to a conclusion
I have no ethics

Finally get to be back
This feeling is WONDERFUL!

Although the first thing I did when I got back is code
It just feels diff here than there

Time to slp
Someone nagging
Actually, alot ppl nagging

Good to be back

I want my ice cream~

2010-04-04T09:39:00.009+08:00

Went to 扫墓 today

Bloody Von, call all of the cousins go
herself nv go...
Forgive her since she got exam...

Huge rain this morning.
FREAKING COLD!
I'm already wearing my thickest jacket
But still freezing like mad

Went to Mac for breakfast after that
A gathering for all the cousins, ah yee and uncles
All ah yees ask for Teh-O...
They obviously nv come Mac before...
=.=

And see how our Ah jumma eat her pancakes... with ice cream...

Now, time to slp~

2010-04-03T22:41:00.004+08:00

Went to fulfill my ice-cream crave with Eve, Alex and Daniel...

At Ice Cream Chefs
On a cold freezing day
At 10pm
Crazy
Yea I know
^^

Tried Mrs Smith (Green Apple), Oreo & Cream, Honey Green Tea, Choco Mint and Creme Brulee
Mmmmm....YUM!

*After dropping Daniel at his hse*
*Daniel blow a kiss*
Alex: I should blow one back...
Eve: THE KISS NOT FOR YOU!!!
Alex: No lar, its mine....
Eve: ITS MINE!!!
Me: LOL!!!

2010-03-30T15:56:00.000+08:00

FREAKING TIRED

2010-03-18T16:15:00.002+08:00

PASS PASS PASS!
PASSED MY TP!
Wanted to blog ytd, but fell aslp throughout....><
The tester is really nice. ^^
THANK YOU!

Received bro's call from the camp
Bro: You passed le arh?
Me: Yupz!
Bro: Good good, got take dad's car go drive?
Me: No lar
Bro: Then you pass for what?
Me: =.=

Love him! ^^

2010-03-16T13:48:00.003+08:00

Breaking down both mentally and physically
So much work, so little time

So glad Bro got good result
Hope he has a better future than me

Although now I'm busy busy busy
It does not seems like a bad thing
At least it takes my mind off things

TP tomorrow
Please let me pass
Though I highly doubt so
But one can always hope for a miracle
You told me so

4th March 2010

2010-03-04T14:55:00.002+08:00

My dear VonVon cousin leaving for study trip le...
Will miss that lil monkey.
She asked me what I want from Australia
I told her Koala bear, Real one.
Wonder how is she gonna accomplished that

School is the same
Work is the same
Feels like a routine
This seems like a good way to keep myself occupied
This leaves me lesser time to think
Less thinking, less moody.

Bro's A Level releasing tml
Hope he did well.
Cross my fingers.

The rainbow after the storm

2009-11-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

Freeeeeeaking happy today
I got my Mr Bump and Mr Strong ^^
Donald looks damn proud when she open it.
LOL!

PMSB is over
Happy yet sad in a way
Finally no more staying back in school
no more lack of sleep
but I miss my team

Christmas is coming
Used to be my fave time
guess it still is
but I'm short of one person to celebrate with
I'll never forget what she asked me,
Do you know why the snow is white?

Because it forgot what colour it was.

It'll never be the same again

Another late night

2009-11-12T03:44:00.001+08:00

PMSB again
But I'm kinda happy
Have a sense of accomplishment when we are completing the project

Coffee, Tea or me is resigning
Flirting with Donald again
Tsk tsk

Donald gave me a huge scare today
Now I understand how she feels when I'm having an attack
I feel kind of helpless
And a lil stupid
Cant help thinking its the drinking contest that causes this
Really feel like bashing myself up
if I have the energy

Kinda funny
When I first saw Donald, I don't like her
I even made up my mind
We can never be friends
Not my type
But today, we are having HTHT
I found that she and me is quite similar
But she had it tougher than me

Life is short
But I'm happy to make one more good friend before it ends

Surviving

2009-11-11T05:12:00.001+08:00

I had 3 attacks today
I thought it was a gone case for me
This is the first time it hurts so bad
During the second attack, I'm already thinking of giving up the fight

I called Eve. But I really don't know how to tell her
I called Linda. I don't know why
But I feel that she is the one that will hold R.H.G together

I thought about it alot.
Who will I worry the most when I'm gone
The answer is obvious

I lied to alot of people today...again
This sux
But I'm a coward
I hide things, for my sake
I'm selfish
I know
But I just want to see everyone smile

I'm really tired.
Not everyone can be Superman
Sometimes I just wanna be Goofy

Blind

2009-11-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

The one that's closest to you hurts you the most.

Now I fully understand the meaning.
Why?
I already lost one, am I gonna lose another one?

Feel like a fucking blind retard.
Sometimes, I just wish that I never wakes up from the dream.
Continue living as a puppet.
Doing things they want me to
Going places they want me to
Living life the way they want me to
Following the plan
It should be less painful that way

Freedom has a price
But I'm nowhere near freedom
Yet I've paid so much already
I feel so tired

Influxation

2009-11-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

Need to breathe. School is trying to kill me. Again. OMG!!!
PMSB, SE is taking my life away....

Need to breathe, need to breathe, need to breathe...

New start

2009-10-26T20:10:00.001+08:00

New Layout
New Blog
New Start...

Don't wanna think about it anymore. There's really no point. It's set.

Time to move on.

Rewind

2009-10-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

If I could turn back the time, I will not make the same mistake again.
Now I'm killing myself over it.

Shutting it out...

2009-10-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

They dunno how much they are killing you with their fights...